change is hard but thats life

After having the same routine for about a year it's hard changing it. I'm pretty sure most people aren't a fan of change but we learn to deal with it and in the end it makes us stronger. And hate to break it to you but we become a changed person. It sucks feeling lonely during this time while its the holidays and stuff but maybe it's a chance to focus on yourself, family and friends. This week has been pretty tough but I'm glad to say it's winter break and that I'm half way done with the eleventh grade. I hope this feeling goes away soon so I can be myself again. And the thing I think I'm gonna miss the most is knowing that I can't mean the world to that person anymore...