change is hard but thats life

After having the same routine for about a year it's hard changing it. I'm pretty sure most people aren't a fan of change but we learn to deal with it and in the end it makes us stronger. And hate to break it to you but we become a changed person. It sucks feeling lonely during this time while its the holidays and stuff but maybe it's a chance to focus on yourself, family and friends. This week has been pretty tough but I'm glad to say it's winter break and that I'm half way done with the eleventh grade. I hope this feeling goes away soon so I can be myself again. And the thing I think I'm gonna miss the most is knowing that I can't mean the world to that person anymore...

family

I've never been more grateful to have my family. This month has just started but it's been crazy (in the good and bay way) and all of this has brought my family even closer. Yesterday my grandpa told me a story and im pretty sure I'll never forget it. He isn't a man of many words so whatever he says I value however this made me cry. When he was born his mom put him in foster care cuz his dad left him and his mom had no money so every couple of months he switched foster parents. And in the height of the depression this family took my grandpa and his two brothers and that family took care of his for 8 years. 8 years with our family seems like nothing but it meant the world to my grandpa. Of all these terrible things that my grandpa and even my mom went threw they are the complete opposite of bitter. I'm beyond thankful for my family and I love them so much. Even me and my brother got closer <3 mientras tu dormias yo estoy divertindo mi vida.

Mientras tu dormias

Mientras tu dormias es el nombre de un album de Carla Morrison. Ella es muy talentosa. Compatir es mi cancion favorito! Asi que eschuchala !

Normal Childhood

Like many other children, I went through phase cept mine dealt with designers. Through elementary  school I took trips to the paul frank store. In middle school my dad started to call me the juicy princess. And now since im almost done with high school I finally found my new designer calling and its..... Marc Jacobs. Cant wait till Hannukah !

Waste of Time

Its funny cuz it took a whole year to figure out who this one person was. He seemed like the greatest person in the world sent specifically to me, but i guess not. Trust me, best friends are ALWAYS and I mean always right. You might not want to believe it in the first place but trust me it will only make you stronger. I know I should be upset about my breakup but im not.... its not cuz i didn't love him cuz I did and maybe a little to much but this time its completely his fault. He thought I didn't love him enough and just right now told me that im not good enough for him. So if he fells that way, fine. Not worth crying over cuz he just gave me a 400$ ring and I have to most amazing friends in the world. So girls, if you think your breakup is the worse thing in the world its really not and don't ever lower your standards for a guy, its not worth it and that will, I promise make you stronger. Kinda sounds like a Taylor Swift song

First blog! Very exciting

Dedicating this one to my best friend. I know life isn't going easy for you right now but i just want you to know that im here for you. Sounds lesbian i know right but i actually mean it. I come off really aggressive sometimes but i hope you know that i truly appreciate you and everything that you do for me. Id pretty much be lost without right now. I love you more than life itself and i mean that in the most lesbianist way ever. Our adventures will come soon as we dance in the streets of Tennessee, so get ready. This girl makes me stronger.